Astarwithin

Haven't made hardly anything in a while.  Have done some repairs, but nothing in particular stands out. Bought new art supplies yesterday.  Will hopefully have two paintings done within the next weeks.  Also bought some crystalline wax for carving and clay tools to work with femo and such. Am re-enrolled at UT and at ACC.  Will be taking an education related course this spring at UT, casting at ACC, perhaps also a science or math class to refresh.  Also, am hoping to rearrange my work schedule to substitute teach one day a week.  This may not be possible. Getting a TABC license finally.  Will be looking for a second job at a bar or restaur

Been working two jobs, trying to finish last bits of things and get back on my feet in some ways.  Been trying to get back in shape.  Broke the good digital camera.  Trying to figure out how things work.  Trying to figure out the shape of my heart. Been invited to California for a weekend.  It'll be good to escape. Got a few offers to take pictures of me as a model. Am finished with my jewelry degree but it's really a let-down and I don't feel like I progressed far enough to really be done already.  Of course, I guess I'll be able to put the money I was putting into classes into tools and such now, so perhaps I'll progress more quickly wit

I've been on a plateau it seems.  I've come to an edge and I'm standing here looking out. Tomorrow, I begin in earnest to search for a teaching position.  My final assignments in my program are next to completed.  I'm not afraid of not finding anything.  I have my backup plan.  I am afraid of finding something and not being any good at it. It's hard for me to step out of my place of comfort into something entirely new. Yesterday I spoke with a girl who has the word "love" tatooed backwards in script just under her breasts so that every morning she can read it in the mirror.  She says to wait until it really means something to you before yo